I am having one of those times in my life when what I prayed for, I got and it doesn't feel like what I thought it would. All my life I wanted to grow up and travel the world-- as a news reporter. My Dad said, I'd be good at it. My uncles encouraged me, as they told me I had a great smile. They used to joke and call me Ms. America though I am way to short to even qualify. So, off to college I went to major in communications and journalism, only to meet my husband my junior year. He was not interested in my chosen career. We laugh about it now as I travel around the world telling the "Good News" of Jesus Christ. We even have a TV program. God certainly has a sense of humor.
I could see myself doing this job and I am so glad I have the calling I have. I don't mean to complain. Lots of people would probably love doing what I do, but it's a lot harder than it looks. I need to pack at a minimum of three different suit cases for three different locations. Recently, I was in seven countries within forty five days. I am blessed. My children are grown and I mostly travel with my husband when abroad. When traveling nationally, I am blessed in that God has given me with a great assistant. Nevertheless, it is hard work and takes a lot of planning and preparations, muscles, patience, good endurance and great faith. Did I mention patience? Yeah, airports, local food, limited bathrooms, water issues--yeah, patience. This thing I prayed for is hard on my person. My flesh dies daily. Terrible living conditions, hazardous driving conditions, nonexistent shower and toilet facilities. No WiFi! No Starbucks...I know not even WaWa. Thank God for natives that do their best to find you safe food to eat and a clean, (well almost) bed to sleep in. This is how the rest of the world lives. I come home and am so grateful for what I have. So, I take them Jesus, because He can change everything for the better.
Just packing toiletries and vitamins took me a full day and half. Then, for out of the country trips I take food and bug spray, as well as medical supplies and books. Your suitcase can only weigh fifty pounds. I am glad my clothes are little or I'd be in big trouble. My bible, laptop, notes and reading materials fill my carry on. Glamorous? No. Rewarding? Yes. I got what I prayed for. I just didn't think it would look like it does. Somehow, I thought it would be easier.
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
ACTION STEP: Remember what you told God? Remember what you asked Him for? When God answers prayers it may not look like what we thought. I am learning new things about God and myself everyday. I am being stretched and refuse to be stressed. I can and will do all things through Christ who strengthens me, and He will strengthen you too. Trust Him. He is a big God and He is for us not against us. Now, let's do this thang!
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