"Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
God wants to give you the desires of your heart, but you need to let what God put in you out to where, and who, God wants it and created it to go. You were made for this day!
Pray for fifteen minutes a day in prayer language. What if you don't have one? Find someone who does and asks them to pray for you. God wants His children to speak His language.
Release what God put in you! Do what He wants you to do!
Remember, I believe in you and you need to believe in yourself.