"We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are."
- Anais Nin
- Anais Nin
I would say this is one of my greatest Birthdays ever, because I am finally seeing life through a different set of lenses. I can see the pain I have experienced and what abandonment and fear has done to me. I'm not mad or sad. I am glad that I have finally had my eyes opened to a blindness I never knew I had. I have this new freedom. I have this new love for life and people that I never knew existed. I am more merciful and compassionate, rather than tough and hard and push through it. This is not something you can try to do. It is a gift you get when you no longer refuse to look inside yourself and ask yourself the hard questions like, "Why does that scare you? Why does that bother you? Why does that bring you pain? Why are you sad? Why do you work so hard? Why do you care so much about what others think? Why do you cry when others hurt? Why can't you judge a room properly? Why don't you have healthy boundaries? Why are you always tired? Why do you give so much? Why are you constantly trying to please others? Why are you such a peace maker? Why are you always so anxious? Why don't you confront? Why are you afraid to tell people how you feel? Why do you feel alone? Why? Why? Why?"
I found the reason for my why's in the most unlikely place--inside me. It took a coach to help me find my why? It was one of the best things I have ever done for myself. It has been painful beyond words, but I would do it all over again.
God is always on time.
God meets us where we are.
God uses other people--imperfect people.
God uses people that we may not agree with totally.
I am glad because that means He can use us too!
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I found the reason for my why's in the most unlikely place--inside me. It took a coach to help me find my why? It was one of the best things I have ever done for myself. It has been painful beyond words, but I would do it all over again.
God is always on time.
God meets us where we are.
God uses other people--imperfect people.
God uses people that we may not agree with totally.
I am glad because that means He can use us too!
If you do not see the video below watch in your Browser or click here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXJIh6sNXjc&feature=youtu.be
ACTION STEP: Stop going through the motions and start living life. If you are interested in enrolling in the classes I took Dr. Keith Johnson is starting up another class soon. Click here and tell them I sent you. You will fill out an application and then pick a date and time for an interview. They do not take everyone, but if it is your time, God will make it happen. It's hard work and it is not cheap. It is however worth the price. https://keithjohnson.kartra.com/page/83K-Affiliate-RenaPerozich
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